I often miss the little girl whose dreams had no barriers who believed in a world where anything is possible with a heart that was full and unbroken. Everything I am right now is nothing like I thought I would have been. The way things are in general are nothing like I thought they would be. To see people I couldn’t live without last year walk away from my life and become strangers, to see people that were once strangers, mean more than the world to me. Seeing time fly by in the blink of an eye and feeling like nothing ever changes. Yet looking back at where I was around this exact time last year and everything, different. You all laugh because I am different, I laugh because you are all the same. So who am I? I like the night sky. I wish to be as free as the birds. Inside us all is a wild thing. I believe in music in the way that some people believe in fairy tales. The two most important days in your life are the day you are born, and the day you find out why. You have the freedom to fail. Don’t worry about a thing, cause every little thing is gonna be alright. Free yourself. Draw a map. Find a path. Take a breath. And run. Happy days are here again.

 

I wish Erica answered my phone calls.

marysulaiman:

Hahahahaha but really Erica. Comeeeee onnnnnn


Well…..maybe if you didn’t call when its like one in the freaking morning a hundred million times just to ask to go to the gym I might!!!!!!! :P Really Mary? Really….

:)

I gave myself to the devil Gave into the sins of life Smashed the cup with wine Disposed of the crumbs left behind I’m fighting, searching Wondering if there is purpose in this hazy life All the good things seem to hide But I’m opening the shades Pulling away the blinds Cleaning my dirty window Trying to find the light I need to come back Believe and dream again I am getting there, slowly but surely I will get there The sun is waiting for me behind this dirty smog I’m coming home It took a while to say but I want to come home The light is now shining in the horizon.

Such an emotional day…

The grey began to fade, as the colors filled the sky, the chill began to warm as the sun began to rise. A lost girl found direction as the eastern orb rose high. The dark sky turned to blue like the color of your eyes. Dark turned to light, grey turned to blue, lost became found. That’s when I met you.

This is honestly one of the sweetest things a guy has ever said to me! You made my day :) thank you! <3